I did not have a very good day today. I woke up feeling utterly exhausted, I missed my bus (well not so much missed as the driver just drove on past me even though I was wearing my key lime anime sweater and I was flailing my arms like a lunatic. I will be glad when my regular driver comes back from holidays), then work was pretty horrible.
It felt like someone had taken sand paper to my psyche and roughed it up. I was feeling brittle and down, and my meds only just kicked in about a hour ago. I need to start taking them every day again, because from now until april/may, things are only going to get worse if I don't.
So I think an early night would be wise tonight so, fingers crossed, tomorrow will be a better day.
Stumbleupon might just be my new favourite thing ever. I suspect that it will also be a fantastic time waster at work :D
I'm going to work tomorrow, even though it is a stat holiday. My boss said that I could have a day off later, so I might take a long weekend at the end of the month.
I should probably head to bed soon, I can't seem the stop yawning.
who am I kidding, I'm going to play around with stumbleupon for a bit longer :)
My food is problematic.
It seems that I can't eat without getting sick to my stomache. And the annoying part of the whole thing is, I never know what is going to make me sick on any given day. Sometimes its meat, the next time cheese and milk, or bread and pasta. About the only thing that doesn't seem to make me sick (touch wood) is fruit and sometimes rice, but a person can't live on apples and rice alone.
This morning, I had breakfast and I was fine. Lunch, fine too, but supper on the other hand. I had some pasta with pepper and parmesan cheese, and now I feel horrid.
I would go and see a doctor, but I no longer have a family doctor and the average wait at a walk in clinic is over 2 hours. I might go and talk to the people at the health food store in the mall and see if they might have something that might help.
But on the bright side, no cigarettes at all today, and the cravings have calmed a lot, so yay! for that :)
So for a Saturday I have done less then normal. Woke up early, had a 3 hour nap, been watching tv ever since. I think I might be coming down with something.
Smoked my last cigarette this morning, I'm going to try this quitting thing again. So of course, what do I really want right now? Atleast the craving its too bad, so I mostly ignore it.
I am going to go and watch the Sex in the City movie, then I am probably going to go to bed. The life I lead :D
Totally unevetful day today. Work was long and borning, but I get to go home soon.
ATNM is on tonight, yay for guilty pleasures :D
Anyways, I should go and lock up and get ready to go.
So it snowed last night, and most of today. I don't mind too much because its not really cold.
Having an okay day. I had to go to the bank over lunch, so I was able to go to the Grand and Toy that's like a block from my bank (I love stationary stores, love them. I'm aware that makes me an uber geek, but I can't help it. I love the smell of paper and ink :)), and I was really glad I did. I was able to pick up a journal that I have been drooling over for like a third of the regular price. The only thing better then office supplies, are office supplies that are on sale :D
Watched the US Election results last night. Am very happy things turned out like they did.
25 minutes and I can go home. yay!
I'm being a b ad girl and updating from work, but I am the only on in the office at the moment, so really, it doesn't matter.
Having a better day today. Which is what happens when I remember to take my meds. Its that time of year, so its back to the meds for me.
I was just wasting time on youtube looking for clips of Repo - The Genetic Opera (http://www.repo-opera.com/). I so need to see this movie.
Some videos for you :)
I should probably go and do something.



